Awww...Jeez dont be depressed Kinomoto-San ^^. Lots of people dont want to see you this way you know . Smile for them or at least smile for me ^_^. Stay strong because being depressed doesnt help you really .

-Jason-

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Sola, the skies are endless

Thanks for your comment, Jason. I understand what you're saying and I appreciate it because you could just ignore me like others who don't want to get involved. -But, at the same time, please try to understand that I'm suffering from a mental illness, (which has also been diagnosed by a Doctor), that with this illness (for me) comes suicidal tendencies and this is not just some faze that I can just snap out of. I am in no way one of these stereotypical 'emo teens' that you see or hear, I'm not an attention seeker that thinks 'being down' will get me attention. I know people don't want to see me this way, but it's very hard to overcome, and it certainly won't happen overnight.

I just wanted to get that out and explain it a little, I hope I didn't sound like I was mad at you, I'm not, I just wish people would stop saying I should be happy and smile, as if it's that easy.